at this moment I can only think of things on how happy it was being with her for only a short time of 16 days..

it started like this.

i just went out and go for it asking her for lunch, she said “yes”. and eventually we meet up in our usual meeting place a school near my house. we called a tricycle to go to a secret location where we could eat. there was complete silence because of the awkwardness being together again but without hesitation I started the conversation on “how the food was?” and she said it was “delicious” but for some reason it rained.well the conversation didn’t really went that way but that was the main topic and even if it was raining

I asked her just for fun if she would want to join me to go to the mall and I was happy she obligue to go.

we walk out of the secret location and opened my umbrella..we were laughing and laughing how rain falls to the earth causing mud to splash into our legs..fun indeed..we called a tricycle again to bring us to the terminal of jeep for our next destination..

we entered the jeep and laugh again how wet we were and there was a chubby child seating next to her and teasing her that she looks like the child when she was also at that age..

we went to the mall and went up to see the twenty-five pesos cinema that she was talking about..I bought the ticket and it was to early to go in so we roam around for a bit and went back to the cinema and bought popcorn and drinks..

we went inside the cinema and seat down at the front..the movie was starting realizing that it was a horror/suspense movie. and it was bad for me because I easily scare..we were like so noisy at that time seeing scenes and being shock at moments of the film but we were laughing when it was over..walking outside the cinema..

we roam around again and look for clothes that would suit me..we were tired and it was getting dark..I ask her if it was ok too come with me and visit our house for a while and a smile again appear on my face..

passing forward..

we where already at my house. and went upstairs.

and there was my chance to change everything to make things right..to be happy again..for that moment I made her love me again..

that day was special to me..she was special to me..i really loved her so much..

every moment was nice for a few days. hearing what I want to hear and saying I want to say..it was heart warming to feel those things again..

haii..i really don’t know what I’m doing today..there is no account that she would come back and change her mind..even if she would read this..i really just want her to know that I really love her..and thanks..